新年之谈

我的新年假期就这样完了
都没做些什么
还以为能温习功课的
可是到最后....啥都没干成
这次考试没眼睛看了...咳....

而且今年的新年是我过得最闷的一年了
不知道要怎么形容
就是有那种感觉

年初一
早上去了外婆家拜年后，吃了午饭就回家了
一整天呆在家里, 好闷喔...
然后下午接到了姐的电话，满开心的
好久没联络了
整个通话都嘻嘻哈哈的，因为她一直绕着那话题
我知道她是在逗着我玩... ^^

年初二
去了吉隆坡给大伯拜年
然后探望堂嫂的新生儿，是个龙凤胎，真的很可爱
之后就回家了

年初三和四更糟
下午去了爸的朋友家吃了午饭就哪儿都没去

年初五
去了melody家，她家有请吃
之后就随着一伙人去拜年
出动了5辆车大约18个人
不过最后几站我没去，没力了

年初六
咳...想必这是我最失望的一天了
说好是我们中五朋友的聚会
可是到头来
只有五只小猫出席，其他的都临时放鸽子
算了吧...又是谁说我们这批一年最少要有两个聚会的
还有
ca, qi, een, t.yen
非常非常的抱歉，当天的我临时出状况
到最后你们不能来我家
我有一直忍着等琪载我们去拜年，然后才回家
我应该在发现不妥是，先吃药的
要不然就不会那么辛苦
忍无可忍之下，必不得已先回

年初七
身体状况有好些了
晚上有小学的聚会
可是3点多时，建伟打来问我是否在家，他要来拜年
然后他跟我说来我家后去祥的家，再去其他的，直到晚上的聚会
妈咪还问我是否能承到这么久
没办法...把药随身带着
一整个下来都很开心，我和伟在祥家满久的，
然后敏和嘉琳加入我们去了艺婷家
我们在那待了快要一小时，因为聊到太开心了
最后一站去了z 家，之后他就跟我们一起出发到目的地
这次的聚会让我再见到几位相隔6年的朋友
改变真大...还真有些刮目相看
虽然我们这么久没见，但是乎并不陌生
还是有说有笑的，非常开心
而且我们那一桌是最吵的一个
也许是小学的友谊经过了多年来的考验所以比其他来更坚固

今天呢，
他们还约一起去看戏的，因为之后有的都回吉隆坡了
可是我没去，自己知道
状况不是很好，昨晚接近尾声时，也不是很妥
今早起来也一样
没关系，还有机会的 ^^

hate u

tis word seem like will not come out from my mouth..
but unfortunately.....i said it....
of coz , inside my heart....
i really dun like to quarrel with others,
or even speak louder to others,
if some has spoke somethings tat hurt me,
i will juz ignore n dun mind, bcoz i noe they juz kidding wif me
n wanna make some laughter
those which close wif me will noe my style

but really fed-up wif ur style tat talking with me.....
n d words u spoke to me....
mayb u feel nothings.....
but to me.... really over wat i can bear wif it

evey time when u spoke or said somethings to me....
i thought u was juz kidding wif me, or juz wanna to kek me....
but now....
u are more often & often...
n d way u spoke...really hurt ......
i try to tolerate in d beginning.....but......
started to frustrate....

same wif 2day...
u said same things tat hurt my feeling again....
i juz ignore it.... seem like i din heard it, n walk on my way
then, u ask me somethings..
i still very polite and wanna to answer ur question,
bcoz i still thought u as friend
but in the end....really sad with ur attitude...
u noe i was sick......n i totally lost my voice...
when u ask me somethings....i really trying hard to volume up my voice, so tat u can hear me clearly
but....wat i get in the end....
u cheat me like a fool....
ya...i also stupid at the beginning,
i thought u cant hear wat i had said, so keep on....huh..huh...
after i repeat 3 times n saw u smiling at me....
i juz realise u playing fool with me....
how stupid i am n try to answer ur question....
really feel sad n angry with ur attitude

sorry hv to said tat...
i dun care i lost a friend like u...
i still gt a bunch of friends that really care me a lot...
when they noe i was sick... n totally lost my voice
they will keep on asking me whether i am ok or not,
gt eat medicine not....rest more..take care
remind me to drink a lot of water.....
and even will chase me faster went home to rest when saw me still at school bcoz of koku things....
really appreciate them.....

to u....
speechless....
i will juz ignore u.......
u better leave me far far far away.....

2nd week

no much to talk about tis week...
nothings special, everydays buzy as well...
especially when hving my rumah sukan practise, until 5.00p.m
it makes me can concentrated when i went tuition ,
lie down on d table , until een tought me was sick...
bcoz she din saw me did tat b4 when i hving ttn
true also lo.....almost sick....too tired

after ttn, went back hm n continue my hmworks..
slept at 12++a.m. .....next morning cant wake up

and then....now gbs gt a stupid 's law
all students hv to reach school b4 7.15a.m. on every friday
wat la.....so early...
n yet v do nothings at tat time, juz stand at padang dere
noe y...coz gt prayer from those islam, they go surau to pray,
n us stand dere....lol.....
so stupid....
they dun think about those went to school by bus d can made it or not
if v late .....punishment will be given...isshh....

ok...
tats all 4 my 2nd week
chiao~ ^^

extremely buzy & tired

school had re-open n i started my upper six life...
juz only the 1st week...
but...words tat can be discribe was extremely tired & extremely buzy
many many things hv to do...

emm...mayb is the style of my life had change compared to past few year
past few year...i went back hm study, do hmworks after my school dismiss,
n although last year my form went back hm at 4 p.m. , but i still manage to do watever i ned

but now....time really not enough for me...
everydays seem like rushing like hell...
too many things ned to be done...
n i having tuition tis year....burden increase

tuition lesson had occupy 4 days a week
Mon & Tue juz can back at 4.00, bcoz koku...a lots of hmworks
den ...club, b.uniform, persatuan meeting ....addition 1 day for prs meeting
now organising treasure hunt....
still gt R&D works to do
den i heard school gt prom night & muet night for us....bla bla bla.....
lol...tis year wanna exam still many things wan to do
yesterday 's 1st perjumpaan for rumah sukan...
haha...me as secretary...my god....lots of paper work hv to do
sigh..luciky still hv teck cong to help me

yesterday also went to hutan rekreasi bcoz ned to find 25 different species of plants & 25 different species of insect
go dere straight away school dismiss....
so i damn tired when reach hm....

haiz........mayb was tuition lesson had occupy in my usual schedule
so i cant get with it,
mayb juz 1st week of schooling,
so i ned to get used of tis a.s.a.p , to make sure my time can be arrange smoothly
will try my best~

ah ca

ca...今天谢谢你的陪伴，让我的心情好转
与你聊天让我很舒服
每一次在我情绪低落的时候，只要跟你聊一聊
我那无助的感觉就会消失
然而，每一次的无助，都是你在我的身边
你总是会想办法让我快乐些
谢谢...

也许是昨自个儿在家呆了慢长的一夜，所以不快乐
然后，今天在家也因为某些事心情顿时跌入谷底
不过，之后真的好很多了

聊了天，心情开心回后，
跟妹去了夜市，逛逛，然后吃晚餐
然后再买了一杯冰饮，给自己痛快 一下
嗯...也犒赏了自己，买了新手表
就给自己在新的一年里，从新开始，把以前给忘掉
其实，手表也是时候换了，
早就在去年， 我不小心把它给摔坏了，镜片破了，不过，我还是戴着
一直到假期的时候，发现它没电了，才决定把它换了

ca...谢谢~ ^^

2010

2010年的到来让我重新展开旅程，
锁定未来的路，然后继续往前走
再怎么艰难....也要努力的走下去

新的一年.....
新的目标...新的挑战...新的愿望...

而我希望....
所有我在乎...我关心...我重视的人，
都能幸福快乐的过着每一天，开开心心的生活
我爱你们！！


新年快乐～

100th

第100篇
没想到，在部落格待了这么久...
终于来到了第一个一百

然而第一个一百在2009年的最后一个晚上画上句点
即将结束的它，将跨入新的一年，展开新的旅程

咳～ 不过现在的我.....一个人孤零零地在家...
独自一人....******************** 好闷
好孤独....好寂寞....好空虚....
不好受....... TT

sigh......不知所措......

christmas eve

yup...24/12 = christmas eve...
emm....actually i din celebrate christmas..
but tis year seem like i enjoy it very well...^^

juz came back from dp...
shop & watch movie with my sibling , ning & b.cheat
actually 2day went dp is to support siang & cal their skul (MHS) organise d charity screening movie project...
all the money will be donated to charity...
not bad...done a good thing during christmas eve..haha
so...v watched --- Alvin and the Chipmunks 2
is a great movie ~~ & is cute....haha

after movie.....
is shopping time.....walk around til 3 sum....^^
den b.cheat sent us back.....thanks ya.....^^

k..tis was d morning section....
will hv another night section 's event
tat was --- BBQ
yea~~ i like bbq...haha....
tis is d 1st time all of us hv a bbq 2gether at temple..
so long dy v move here, but is d 1st time uncle they all said wan hv bbq,
i think will quite enjoy... ^^

hehe....tats all for my christmas eve....

everyones >> MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!