hate u

tis word seem like will not come out from my mouth..
but unfortunately.....i said it....
of coz , inside my heart....
i really dun like to quarrel with others,
or even speak louder to others,
if some has spoke somethings tat hurt me,
i will juz ignore n dun mind, bcoz i noe they juz kidding wif me
n wanna make some laughter
those which close wif me will noe my style

but really fed-up wif ur style tat talking with me.....
n d words u spoke to me....
mayb u feel nothings.....
but to me.... really over wat i can bear wif it

evey time when u spoke or said somethings to me....
i thought u was juz kidding wif me, or juz wanna to kek me....
but now....
u are more often & often...
n d way u spoke...really hurt ......
i try to tolerate in d beginning.....but......
started to frustrate....

same wif 2day...
u said same things tat hurt my feeling again....
i juz ignore it.... seem like i din heard it, n walk on my way
then, u ask me somethings..
i still very polite and wanna to answer ur question,
bcoz i still thought u as friend
but in the end....really sad with ur attitude...
u noe i was sick......n i totally lost my voice...
when u ask me somethings....i really trying hard to volume up my voice, so tat u can hear me clearly
but....wat i get in the end....
u cheat me like a fool....
ya...i also stupid at the beginning,
i thought u cant hear wat i had said, so keep on....huh..huh...
after i repeat 3 times n saw u smiling at me....
i juz realise u playing fool with me....
how stupid i am n try to answer ur question....
really feel sad n angry with ur attitude

sorry hv to said tat...
i dun care i lost a friend like u...
i still gt a bunch of friends that really care me a lot...
when they noe i was sick... n totally lost my voice
they will keep on asking me whether i am ok or not,
gt eat medicine not....rest more..take care
remind me to drink a lot of water.....
and even will chase me faster went home to rest when saw me still at school bcoz of koku things....
really appreciate them.....

to u....
speechless....
i will juz ignore u.......
u better leave me far far far away.....