新年之谈

我的新年假期就这样完了
都没做些什么
还以为能温习功课的
可是到最后....啥都没干成
这次考试没眼睛看了...咳....

而且今年的新年是我过得最闷的一年了
不知道要怎么形容
就是有那种感觉

年初一
早上去了外婆家拜年后，吃了午饭就回家了
一整天呆在家里, 好闷喔...
然后下午接到了姐的电话，满开心的
好久没联络了
整个通话都嘻嘻哈哈的，因为她一直绕着那话题
我知道她是在逗着我玩... ^^

年初二
去了吉隆坡给大伯拜年
然后探望堂嫂的新生儿，是个龙凤胎，真的很可爱
之后就回家了

年初三和四更糟
下午去了爸的朋友家吃了午饭就哪儿都没去

年初五
去了melody家，她家有请吃
之后就随着一伙人去拜年
出动了5辆车大约18个人
不过最后几站我没去，没力了

年初六
咳...想必这是我最失望的一天了
说好是我们中五朋友的聚会
可是到头来
只有五只小猫出席，其他的都临时放鸽子
算了吧...又是谁说我们这批一年最少要有两个聚会的
还有
ca, qi, een, t.yen
非常非常的抱歉，当天的我临时出状况
到最后你们不能来我家
我有一直忍着等琪载我们去拜年，然后才回家
我应该在发现不妥是，先吃药的
要不然就不会那么辛苦
忍无可忍之下，必不得已先回

年初七
身体状况有好些了
晚上有小学的聚会
可是3点多时，建伟打来问我是否在家，他要来拜年
然后他跟我说来我家后去祥的家，再去其他的，直到晚上的聚会
妈咪还问我是否能承到这么久
没办法...把药随身带着
一整个下来都很开心，我和伟在祥家满久的，
然后敏和嘉琳加入我们去了艺婷家
我们在那待了快要一小时，因为聊到太开心了
最后一站去了z 家，之后他就跟我们一起出发到目的地
这次的聚会让我再见到几位相隔6年的朋友
改变真大...还真有些刮目相看
虽然我们这么久没见，但是乎并不陌生
还是有说有笑的，非常开心
而且我们那一桌是最吵的一个
也许是小学的友谊经过了多年来的考验所以比其他来更坚固

今天呢，
他们还约一起去看戏的，因为之后有的都回吉隆坡了
可是我没去，自己知道
状况不是很好，昨晚接近尾声时，也不是很妥
今早起来也一样
没关系，还有机会的 ^^

hate u

tis word seem like will not come out from my mouth..
but unfortunately.....i said it....
of coz , inside my heart....
i really dun like to quarrel with others,
or even speak louder to others,
if some has spoke somethings tat hurt me,
i will juz ignore n dun mind, bcoz i noe they juz kidding wif me
n wanna make some laughter
those which close wif me will noe my style

but really fed-up wif ur style tat talking with me.....
n d words u spoke to me....
mayb u feel nothings.....
but to me.... really over wat i can bear wif it

evey time when u spoke or said somethings to me....
i thought u was juz kidding wif me, or juz wanna to kek me....
but now....
u are more often & often...
n d way u spoke...really hurt ......
i try to tolerate in d beginning.....but......
started to frustrate....

same wif 2day...
u said same things tat hurt my feeling again....
i juz ignore it.... seem like i din heard it, n walk on my way
then, u ask me somethings..
i still very polite and wanna to answer ur question,
bcoz i still thought u as friend
but in the end....really sad with ur attitude...
u noe i was sick......n i totally lost my voice...
when u ask me somethings....i really trying hard to volume up my voice, so tat u can hear me clearly
but....wat i get in the end....
u cheat me like a fool....
ya...i also stupid at the beginning,
i thought u cant hear wat i had said, so keep on....huh..huh...
after i repeat 3 times n saw u smiling at me....
i juz realise u playing fool with me....
how stupid i am n try to answer ur question....
really feel sad n angry with ur attitude

sorry hv to said tat...
i dun care i lost a friend like u...
i still gt a bunch of friends that really care me a lot...
when they noe i was sick... n totally lost my voice
they will keep on asking me whether i am ok or not,
gt eat medicine not....rest more..take care
remind me to drink a lot of water.....
and even will chase me faster went home to rest when saw me still at school bcoz of koku things....
really appreciate them.....

to u....
speechless....
i will juz ignore u.......
u better leave me far far far away.....